Hey Guys! As you know, I've been MIA and only did one podcast in February. I think part of it has to do with how heavy the last few have been for me. To hear my own voice as I was going through the hardest time of my life was difficult. Safe to say, I will not be going through the over 40 hours of my video depositions or the tons of depositions of anyone else in the lawsuit anytime soon. It's not just the memories of the copyright lawsuit, but the memory of all of the other difficult challenges I faced at the time. The good news is that The Not So Sexy, Sexy Podcast with Liv Milano has been one of the best things I've ever done for myself. As I always say, bad memories are like poison in your body and you have to get them out in whatever way you can whether it's through therapy, talking with someone you trust, writing music, painting, exercising, whatever!! I believe I have officially gotten out nearly every super traumatic experience that has been bothering me and although I feel better and free, it's also a bit overwhelming when I think about how many people have listened. I'm a very private person and some of my best friends haven't heard some of the things I talk freely about on my podcast. And that's okay. If you know me in real life, maybe don't just bring up something personal I have shared because it makes me really embarrassed.
I have still been feeling really energetic and healthy and would be a spokesperson for Floradix liquid vitamins if they would have me. I took 3 days off and tried a different kind and IMMEDIATELY felt the difference so I had to run to the store and get Floradix again. I don't know why I even thought about trying a different kind. Well maybe it's because it tastes like ass, but the benefits outweigh that negative. I guess I thought it was called Floravital, but my new bottle definitely says Floradix. I have never seen anything make such an extreme difference in my mood, my energy and just well being over all as these damn vitamins. Geez send me a check already whoever makes them.
Anyway, thanks for sticking through my ups and downs. I think I will resume the podcast as usual next week. - Liv